Undesirable

But pursued, used, fucked, experimented with, one night standed with, shame fucked, fetish fucked, held down, hurt, thrown away at the end like trash

Unsexual

But still a sexual object anyways, no worth gained even from that, turned into a toy to break, tossed to the wayside, never to be spoken of

Sexless

But every joke I’m made into is a sexual joke. I’m told I “confuse people’s boners” (real actual fucking thing said to me). Extreme reactions to finding out. Massive porn industry, from huge demand. People get drunk to fuck me. People get high to fuck me. Everyone wants to know what’s in my pants. I don’t deserve privacy. How I have sex is the biggest question I get asked. Touched without consent constantly.

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It’s a world where the only way I can get value is from the ways other sexual objects get value except that I can’t get value that way either. I just get all the other negatives.

It’s a world where trying to talk about any of this raises a vast chorus of cis people who think I’m out to fuck them, that I don’t think they should get to make their own sexual choices.

Even though I’m not the one who gets choices. Because of them and what they keep enforced.

But haha trannies, right? Haha girl with a dick, right?

Who cares what’s happening to real life people when you can laugh and get wrongfully indignant over shit you clearly don’t even try to understand. 

Who gives a fuck about a tranny